'She felt ABANDONED'

 Her Aquamarine eyes held bewildered as she couldn't stop herself from staring at the man who was panicky looking back at her. 

 Something wasn't right at the moment. Something was off from the personality of that person whom she loved so much.

 She knew it, she understood but still, There was a nagging sound in her head and heart that made her nervous as a small cloud of fear started to form in her heart.

"What are you trying to say JAGAT?", Controlling her tears, She asked him.

"I'm leaving for good", JAGAT, that man spoke but inside he wasn't calm.

"You are leaving me? For what and for whom?", She asked as she chuckled softly after listening to him.

"There's no one in my life and you know this too", Jagat said but she shook her head negatively and stared at him then asked, "Just tell me the truth. What are you hiding from me?"

"Go! Hide yourself well. Leave NY as soon as possible", Jagat said and she looked confused at him, "What do you mean?".

"The work that I'd accepted is very dangerous. Opponents are very cruel that's why I don't want anyone to know about you, about us. I don't want to leave any link of us, here for them to capture you. Now, do you understand what I'm telling you?", JAGAT said and she was quick enough to catch the fear and pain in his deep black eyes.

"You are on the wrong path again? I thought you left this job", She looked broken as she asked him. 

"I never did and I can't. This is like a swamp mud. It'll only pull me into this. There's no way of return", He grittedly spoke but she looked down at the floor. 

"So, is this our last meeting?", She asked, her voice low and painful.

"Yes!", He answered straightly.

"You are ABANDONING me?", Her words pierced his heart as they both stared at each other.

"I'm protecting you", Jagat replied calmly but she laughed at his words.

"I have always hated illegal work Jagat" " she said as her mind was full of the moments that they spent together.

"That's why it's better to part ways", Jagat said, he was afraid to lose her that was the reason for him to take this step by parting their ways.

"But I'm not alone Jagat. I'm pregnant and you are leaving me in this condition. Are you not more cruel than your opponents?", Her eyes lifted upwards and bore into him as she spoke harshly.

"What?", Shock was visible on his face and his eyes widened. 

It wasn't in his plan to drag his love into this mess of a game of vengeance but now everything completely changed from what he had exactly planned to do.

"Yes! I'm pregnant and you are discarding me in the name of protection", Her voice sounded venomous to him as he stood frozen at his spot. 

As long as he said something, at the same time, his mobile bell rang, and saw the number. He panicked received the call and spoke only three words, "I am coming"

"So, you are really good to leave me" " she asked and tears dropped from her beautiful aquamarine eyes that she got from her descendants.

I cannot protect you and this baby from this cruel Dark world. It'll be better for you to abort the child and hide yourself from all this shit. Leave NY and go somewhere else, far from all this", Her tears were making him sad and he spoke angrily and turned away from her. 

But Jagat stopped and suddenly put a heavy envelope full of cash on the desk for her to leave NY and survive in another place. Now she was pregnant and he knew that she would never kill their child. She was different from him. She wasn't a cruel woman. She always hoped to have a family with him, to live peacefully but everything suddenly took a U-turn in life when his boss gave him a task to fulfill and he wouldn't dare to fail.

His eyes were red due to pain as stopped in between his steps again and uttered without looking back at her, "And forget about me" 

She stared blankly at the door where he walked out of her life. Tears made her vision blurry.

HE LEFT HER.

HE ABANDONED HER.

HE ABANDONED HIS UNBORN CHILD.

Breaking her heart, Jagat walked fast as he could not hold his tears back. He hid himself from the eyes of other men of his group and cried out loudly.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry", Jagat said as he took out his Wallet tore their picture into small pieces, and dumped it into the dustbin.

He never wanted to leave her but it was necessary to protect her from his illegal work.

"These people are cruel and heartless. They'll use you against me. They'll torture you. I can't do this to you. These enemies are the worst but my group is full of Inhumans. I want you to be unreachable. No one knows about your existence in my life and now an unexpected baby in this unwanted war zone. It's unbelievable and I'm helpless. I've to work for my boss and I don't want my love and child to be ruined in all of this bloodthirsty revenge", JAGAT spoke wiped his tears, and stepped towards the car which was waiting for him to join the group. 

Jagat went to fulfill his job.

She, too left NY to protect her baby. She knew Jagat loved her and their child but it wasn't their time to live together, stay together, and enjoy the moment of welcoming their child. 

"Don't worry baby. I'll never abandon you", she spoke and traced her flat stomach. 

She needed to live and survive in this new, unfamiliar place only for her child.

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